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Light
of Truth
Part
-2-
Babur
ALBAYRAK
Robert Dim opened his eyes into a pitch-dark, damp room and
he was trying put the pieces of events he went through
altogether. At the same time he did not know where he
was. His clothes were all wet and he was feeling cold.
The wooden bed he was lying on was stiff and uncomfortable.
He wanted to stand up but his heavy head did not allow
him to do so. The confusion he was going through caused
him to feel heavy all over his body.
Then
slowly the pieces were finding their place in his mind.
After searching for Petra all over the place he stayed
outside of his body for such a long time that he almost
lost his conscious and forget about his body, as if he
would not need it at all. He also remembered that he was
repeating the verses to go back to his body but again
there was an interruption on the pattern. He tried harder
and woke up in the middle of a big fire. His body was
about to go into flames and at that moment he noticed
the river next to him. His wet clothes was telling him
that the next move after he woke up in the middle of the
flames was to throw himself into The River Ganges where
he saved his body from being burned into ashes to be spread
all over the river.
Now,
he was in this cold and damp room and did not know how
he got here. It was a black out moment of time. Robert
did not remember what happened. He was feeling a little
bit better and managed to stand up. He noticed the heavy
iron door and the lines of bars on it, which was simply
telling him that he was in a prison cell. He wished to
open the door but it was locked. He was imprisoned and
did not know why. He did not have much to do so he chose
to call for someone to help him out. There was not any
sign of life around. He was a bit scared although it is
much better to be in a cell rather than getting broiled
among the flames. These thoughts made him feel better
that he can feel his body and his presence inside it.
There was not much to do other than waiting for someone
to come and take him out of this dark place.
There
were a lot of question marks traveling in his mind. He
could not stop asking himself the question of "WHY
was he in such a place?" came out on top of all the
amazing matters he went through. He was thankful that
he managed to return into his body on time although it
was a bad experience with all the flames around him. He
woke up in the middle of the ceremony prepared by the
people who ran away when he suddenly panicked among the
flames and threw himself into the river. People around
must have thought that he was coming back from the dead.
He could not help smiling at the misery of his situation
and the panic he caused among the people.
He
was still able to think about Petra. He could make his
energy travel out of this cell but he could not risk his
body again, he might not be as lucky as he was the last
time that he elevated himself in the park where his body
was not secure. The cell was another insecure place and
he did not want to take the risk of burning in the flames
again, like the last time.
Robert
began to walk up and down in the small cell, which was
draining his patience. He was kicking the door from time
to time and yelling for someone to hear him. There was
not any logical reason for him to be there so he needed
somebody to explain him why he was here, why was he imprisoned?
The
big door to the hallway that is surrounded by other cells
opened with a loud screeching sound. Robert ran towards
the door and looked at the person carrying a big bottle
in his hand. As the warden came closer, Robert grabbed
the bars and shouted:
"Hello,
get me out of here, hello..."
The warden
carelessly poured the purple colored tea in a plastic
cup and handed it to him. Robert was shouting out loud:
"Hey
you! Open this door and get me out of here, hey! I want
my phone call!"
The warden
did not bother, he had not got any meaning on his face,
and he looked mesmerized with hypnotized eyes. He left
walking through the hallway and screeched the door closed
behind him. Robert shouting and yelling to him noticed
huge rats running along the hallway and felt very uncomfortable
with their presence. They looked like man-eaters with
long tails and huge fat bodies.
Robert was
really confused and angry because he was not free. He
is the type of person who believes in freedom that his
freedom ends where others begin. It was very stupid of
him to go into trans in the middle of the park. He should
have thought that it might have dangerous results such
as being imprisoned with prejudice or burning in flames.
The cell
was dark 24 hours a day and the big rats making Robert
stay awake and alert. After a while he could not help
sleeping, maybe it had been days or even weeks he was
in the cell and he refused to eat the food they gave him.
It looked disgusting anyways but refusing to eat was making
him weaker and weaker everyday, all that time without
talking to anybody because he was the only one there.
He did not hear anyone else from other cells.
He suddenly
woke up with the unlocking sound of the door.
"What
a lucky break for you! There is somebody here to take
you out." Said the chief warden unlocking the door.
They walked
out side together through the big door and Robert was
really excited to be out of the cell. He followed the
warden with slow steps as if he was trying to get his
balance organized, it was obvious he was really upset
with all the things he went through and he felt the lack
of energy. There was Petra with a little blond girl about
2-3 years old, waiting hopelessly. The little blond girl
was smiling and she clapped her hands after Robert got
into the room. Petra opened her arms and hugged Robert,
she was very happy to see him. Robert was very weak and
not able to speak. He could not show any emotions although
he was taken out. He felt like he was coming out of a
noisy crowd and he was about to faint. It was hard for
him to arrange himself the way he was before. He forgot
all the verses and was back to his tense and nervous mood.
They stepped out to get into a taxi to go to the nearest
hotel in Delhi. Robert was speechless but curious because
Petra was the only one who could explain him what was
going on in his life and how he got to this horrible situation.
Somehow the little girl was not with them anymore. Robert
felt everything is a dream he was having, they were enigmatic,
and he did not know what to say. He could not think of
a word to speak, each of these words had a thousand meanings
in his mind. He chose to keep silent to stop his wandering
mind all over the place.
Robert
slept for long hours, he lost a lot of weight while he
was in prison, and his energy was upset. Petra was waiting
next to him; she called in for a doctor who was examining
him at the hotel room. Doctor said that he needs to rest
for a while and this will help him recover quicker. Robert
was in a deep sleep and he was saying "get me out
of here" repeatedly, he could barely open his eyes
to see where he was. Petra was really worried and did
not leave him alone, not even for a minute.
Before Robert
Dim was imprisoned he was taken to a hospital before where
he was announced dead. The hospital would not accept him
again. Everything on him, including his belongings such
as his passport were lost or maybe stolen. People did
not know what to do with him after taking him out of the
river where he was floating half-fainted. They had to
leave him to do police which put him into that cell.
The river
was as steady as a lake and there were a couple of people
blessing themselves in the holy water of the river according
to their tradition. Robert was watching them from the
window, looking at the river. Petra has fallen asleep
while she was waiting for him so he moved quietly around
the room; thinking about the little blond girl came along
with Petra to take him out of the prison. Who was she?
Where is she now? The question marks in his head were
rising more and more ever since he came to India. He wasn't
meant to be here, he thought to himself.
He called
the room service for breakfast and woke Petra up when
it arrived. She was also down after all. They had a good
breakfast with a little talk. In fact Robert was full
of questions but remained patient because he did not want
Petra to know that he has strong spiritual abilities so
he waited for her to open the subject. He did not know
where to start and acted as if nothing happened.
It was as
clear as the daybreak that Petra was up to something.
Robert was running out of patience. He could not help
asking how and what happened? However, he remained silent
because what he went through was shocking enough. After
all talking through everything is going to be like living
same experiences over and over again. He did not feel
good about thinking hard at that moment.
Petra knew
what Robert was working on. He felt his presence the first
time he called for her through the process back in Boston,
she knew it was him, working on to reach her. It was her
instinct that told her what was going on. She put an eye
on him from the first minute he stepped foot to Delhi.
At those minutes Petra was searching for him as well as
Robert was searching for her. They used different techniques
but were in search for each other.
They both
realized the situation and did not want to talk about
it because this was their secret. The process they went
through was not something they could talk freely. The
eye was watching them and the hills had eyes. They chose
to remain silent and were talking by looking into each
other as if they were talking. The subject was closed
before they mentioned it. They were connected telepathically.
Robert
managed to elevate his energy back in Boston but in Delhi,
the energy is so high that Robert felt weak and could
not manage to find her. He was suppressed with a so high
energy that he lost control, at the same time Petra was
fighting back to keep him away. She managed to find him
before Robert got to her. Petra was inside him while he
was wondering the streets Delhi. That was why he could
not have elevated his energy. She located him in the park
after a couple of more tries with a different technique.
It was obvious she already knew the processes and could
use them better than Robert.
"In
India, your body gets burned and ashes are thrown into
the river after 30 minutes you are announced dead!",
said Petra with wide-open eyes and she meant it with her
sharp harmony of speech.
Robert kept
on staring at the river from the window. He was speechless
and was not ready to talk about his special talents because
he realized Petra has the same abilities as much as or
even more than him.
"I am
leaving this place that almost turned me into a ghost!"
"You
will have a surprise before you leave if you tell me how
you managed to know I will be here." said Petra looking
into his eyes; she was like forcing him to confess out
loud. She insisted on hearing his part of the events he
went through although she knew almost everything. Robert
was smart enough to not to blow his cover that makes him
special.
"I had
a lot to share with you so I followed you here. You tell
me how you found me in that cell?"
"You
have the Light of Truth, you called my name out from the
deep." She said with a smile on her face.
Robert was speechless, it must have happened during the meditations
before the elevations. He was calling for her during the
process. She knew that he was after her.
He kept on looking outside the window instead of her eyes,
which make him talk and allow Petra to read his mind.
The river lay wide and still. The history of Delhi was
so amazing that he was surely glad to be here all of a
sudden. Through out the centuries, a memoir of every frame
of time of history laid all over the city. Robert was
really amazed. He was afraid a little because of the bad
events he went through. He had a mission but it was taken
away from him by the mystic planning and architecture
of this city. He felt alone and helpless which led him
to emptiness. He was following his dreams and looking
for a way to cast the new spell. At this point he was
relaxed and gaining his energy back. He was getting stronger
and balancing his energies to take control of his fear
and all the spells disappeared as he felt the light growing
inside him. As his friend told him that the East was calling
for him for a while. He realized that the West gave him
nothing but pain.
He tried
to recall his friend's name that cast one of the spells
on him after telling her about the forbidden dream he
had one night. He decide to tell about it to Petra to
make her understand that he is only following his dreams
and that she was a part of it:
FORBIDDEN DREAM
And
I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key
of the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.
(Revelation chapter 20-1)
The girl, the long pipe, the Indian, and The elevator.
These are the contents of a forbidden dream, which I
was told not to tell anybody. We always search for the
answer to question of why. This is the reason I am going
to tell you about this dream. It is about the eye, which
is the big question for me. The big question of WHY?
Eye, an organ of vision or of light sensitivity. The vision
and the light are the two other items we all are in
search for.
Suddenly found myself in an old elevator moving down. There
were two other people with me one of them I know and
hear that is going to die soon. The other one I barely
remember who but I have an idea of who he is. As the
elevator moves three of us look at each other and bring
out little bags, which has letters of such non-Latin
origin on it. While we remain in the elevator we slow
the acceleration of it with the help of these bags and
everything begins to move slower as soon as we open
the bags. We look at each other and smile and the elevator
moves down slowly".
These little bags are filled with air and there is something
a kind of energy, which only these bags can capture
from the air in the elevator, which eventually slows
down the elevator going down with us inside. I can feel
the elevator slowing down as we open these little bags
and turn them up side down where the opening of the
bag in my hand faces the floor of the elevator. I also
can feel the massive amount of energy in the bag and
the motion of the elevator gets slower and slower. It
takes a while until we reach the level floor.
As soon as I get out of the elevator I see a dark skinned,
white bearded man sitting down. He takes a deep breath
and goes up into this chimney like pipe as he was sucked
into it. I believe this man was an Indian could be a
Native American. He was sitting down with his knees
close to his chin and his arm was around his knees.
He went up the chimney like a pipe, as he was; he did
not change his shape.
Then he came down the way he went up. He was covered with
the char in the chimney and he was all black. I look
at him and right after him is a blue-eyed girl, looking
straight into my eyes. I see myself in her eyes looking
at me and she says "THE EYE IS" and I wake
up. I have waited almost half a lifetime to get an answer
to this question. I am sure she had so much to explain
about the eye but unfortunately I had to wake up.
Maybe it is good that I still have to search for this
answer. On the other hand if I had heard what she said
I would know what nobody knows. Still I know there is
something about the eye and I am still searching for
it. Someday I will find what I am looking for. I am
trying my best to not to forget about it.
Also I am trying to figure out the blue-eyed girl, she
also looked like an Indian. Someone I know from before
but I cannot figure her out. I have seen so many different
types of people all my life and I think she was one
of them with the key to the bottomless pit and the great
answer I am looking for between her lips...
Her
name is Daryl Jill, according to her interpretation of
this dream, Robert had to be here. This was the scream
of Light of Truth calling for Robert after he opened the
book and started to read it. He was at the right place
at the right time. There were more waiting for him in
this land of spirituality, which will lead him to his
real mission.
He
looked at Petra and wanted to tell her that she was the
one he was dreaming about. Robert has fallen out of the
line to chase his dreams and that she will have the light
to get him to his mission. Robert made it clear by telling
her about the dream. He was getting himself fine all in
one piece. So he started to ask questions, such questions
only Petra could answer.
"Who
was the little blonde girl next to you?" he asked
with wondering eyes.
"The
girl is..."
Robert
was not able to hear the rest of what Petra was saying
because there was a great rumble whilst an earthquake
was taking place and they were rushing out of the hotel
in panic among others. They ran out safely and were holding
each other, watching the weak buildings of Delhi collapsing
like paper castles. Petra burst into tears and Robert
was bewildered.
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End of Part 2
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